Bad Few Days!
I have been doing some struggling with the same old stuff but seems like It comes in waves of severity. My tolerance is fed up with it right now. Seems like a average number of times in the bathroom is about 20! I woke up night before last at 1:30 AM and was up the rest of the night and day. I will be seeing Dr. Lamont soon, I have been waiting on this insurance but I should hear any day now. I will be giving them a call today to see if they can possibly give me a status.
I have also been having some real issue's with Anxiety. I have a counselor I have shared some of this with and it really seems to be stemming from chronic pain issue's and some of the stuff that has happened over the years with that. I am in the midst of switching counselors and plan to dig deep on this subject. I hate anxiety attacks and really would like to be able to put them to rest.
The weather here in Texas is ridiculously freezing! We were hit with an Artic Blast and it is about 5 degrees today with the wind chill, they are saying it could get as cold as Zero. In my mind I am like zero, 5 degrees, 10 degree's whatever it is flat cold. The wind is what makes it so horrible it just eats right through you! I am down to 102 lbs and I layer my clothing as much as possible. I have no fat to help protect me and keep me warm. I always wished I could lose weight years ago. It seemed if I even breathed food I would gain. Well, becareful what you wish for! I now can't put the weight on and wish I could! I would be excited if I could just gain 10 or 15 lbs. I sure know I would look healthier, I also know that my system can't absorb fats and we all need a certain amount of fat in our diet and for our bodies.
The pain lately is more and I tolerate it as best as I can. I have to just keep telling myself it is better then were I was a couple years ago and even the years prior to my transplant. I lived in the hospital practically. I will continue to fight this and work towards better health. Each and everyday they make progress with stuff so I believe there will be even more answers out there. My hope is for a new enzyme because the one's they have now stink, my body seems to think so anyway. I really believe if I could get a good enzyme to stay in my system things would really turn a corner for me. Ok, I need to get back to work, it has been busy. I have been working on adding people to my team to help my business grow and to also take the pressure off of me. A lot of people ask me how in the world can I work and I have to say it is hard but it keeps me glued together. I have to have something to focus on and I do love working with people. Real Estate is a tough business but it is also very rewarding. If all goes well I think I will have a new team member in February. I have a really great guy getting his Real Estate license now. If any of you would like to receive my Monthly Real Estate newsletter just E-mail me (Loriebledsoe@aol.com)your address and I would be happy to send you out a copy! Need to run but I wanted to post and update everyone!
Take care, Lorie
I have also been having some real issue's with Anxiety. I have a counselor I have shared some of this with and it really seems to be stemming from chronic pain issue's and some of the stuff that has happened over the years with that. I am in the midst of switching counselors and plan to dig deep on this subject. I hate anxiety attacks and really would like to be able to put them to rest.
The weather here in Texas is ridiculously freezing! We were hit with an Artic Blast and it is about 5 degrees today with the wind chill, they are saying it could get as cold as Zero. In my mind I am like zero, 5 degrees, 10 degree's whatever it is flat cold. The wind is what makes it so horrible it just eats right through you! I am down to 102 lbs and I layer my clothing as much as possible. I have no fat to help protect me and keep me warm. I always wished I could lose weight years ago. It seemed if I even breathed food I would gain. Well, becareful what you wish for! I now can't put the weight on and wish I could! I would be excited if I could just gain 10 or 15 lbs. I sure know I would look healthier, I also know that my system can't absorb fats and we all need a certain amount of fat in our diet and for our bodies.
The pain lately is more and I tolerate it as best as I can. I have to just keep telling myself it is better then were I was a couple years ago and even the years prior to my transplant. I lived in the hospital practically. I will continue to fight this and work towards better health. Each and everyday they make progress with stuff so I believe there will be even more answers out there. My hope is for a new enzyme because the one's they have now stink, my body seems to think so anyway. I really believe if I could get a good enzyme to stay in my system things would really turn a corner for me. Ok, I need to get back to work, it has been busy. I have been working on adding people to my team to help my business grow and to also take the pressure off of me. A lot of people ask me how in the world can I work and I have to say it is hard but it keeps me glued together. I have to have something to focus on and I do love working with people. Real Estate is a tough business but it is also very rewarding. If all goes well I think I will have a new team member in February. I have a really great guy getting his Real Estate license now. If any of you would like to receive my Monthly Real Estate newsletter just E-mail me (Loriebledsoe@aol.com)your address and I would be happy to send you out a copy! Need to run but I wanted to post and update everyone!
Take care, Lorie